12:53 p.m. - 2002-12-31
wanna run away
well now im bored...
last night was scary...u know how i am...*shudder* i just kept imagining that fucking evil bunny w/his evil voice and ahh...it scared me...oh yeah, it took me FOREVER to get to sleep too...*sigh*
so now im pretty bored...i went and watched the deleted scenes of Donnie Darko n then i watched a little bit of the movie w/commentary, n i understand things a LITTLE better...i think its just one of those movies where u have to watch it like 20 times and notice all the little things that take forever to find...
so i just called Valerie but she didnt pick up...she's prob. still sleeping or something...haha...
Matt's still here...bleh...my brother went w/my dad to get his car serviced...at least Matt's being quiet n just watching TV n shit...
i had weird dreams...one was about some guy trying to buy me beer...it was reallie weird cuz i hate beer and i kept smacking him n going "dont get me beer, i hate beer" n he was like "no, drink it" blah blah blah...then another one was about me like sneaking into GHS...but then it was Wilson...n i was hanging out w/Lani and Aaron...n Lani was wearing a wedding dress...scarie...ahh...hahaha LANIS GONNA MARRY AARON!!!!!! hehe that would be hilarious dude, totallie...
*sigh* BOR-ING...im talkin to Josh and Cynthia...Josh is pretty boring right now...he doesn't talk much nemore cuz he's always off doing...something else...blah blah blah...it's just funnie when he tells me he loves me...its funnie, but very very saddening at the same time...how can someone who knows me so little love me, and someone who knows me so much not love me? well neways, i highly doubt he even loves me at all, so i need to not read into this at all...
i wanna make a layout w/The Starting Line Lyrics...i just had a perfect idea for a picture...haha, i was gonna say "oh but it'd be so hard to find a picture like that" but there's basically one just like what i was thinking of on the CD cover, except its a couch and not a bed...hmmmmm...
ok whatevers...imma shut up now...bye bye *muah*
