12:11 a.m. - 2002-12-31
more nights of hugging my pillow
damn...go read bobby's diarie...that is like the sweetest thing ive ever read i swear...i was thisclose to crying when i read the last sentence...*sigh*
ok its reallie cold...like...im totallie shaking which is not cool and its pissing me off...
ok so i went to the mall w/German...fun times...we met Alan and Sharon again, had a wonderful conversation w/them in Panda...we went in the mall, ran into a MESSLOAD of ppl we know, including Aaron, Maria, Argineh, etc etc etc...got some stuff, etc etc, got green apple slushie lychee...yum!!
Boomer came n picked us up, dropped German off at home, then we went to Blockbuster...i rented Donnie Darko which is one very confusing movie...that fucking bunny is scary as hell and seriouslie, god knows how the hell im supposed to sleep now...i do NOT UNDERSTAND THAT MOVIE AT ALL!!!!! i dont get what happened?! Matt has some weird theory, but i think he's completely wrong...and i just dont get it...reallie...
so neways, i guess tomorrow imma do something w/Valerie...woo...well, technically today since it's after 12, but yeah...i always end up spending new years eve w/her...ay yai! hehe =) not like im COMPLAINING, its totallie awesome...
damnit i gotta go get my hair cut...and straighten it, and get highlights and look all cute n whatnot... =)
ok whatevers...some random guy is iming me now...ok...how the hell does he get my sn? yeah dude...uh huh...he keeps saying "from dallas" i dont give a shit if ur from dallas, y the hell r u iming me??
dude it was embarrassing, today that stupid brian guy was trying YET AGAIN to convince me to give him head in his car, and i was just like "dude, im not gonna do nething in a car" n he kinda shut up after that, so my dad comes out, and he reads that i said that, n he's like "who wants to do something in a car?" n im thinking "oh shit" n im like "NOT ME!" n he's like "i know u dont, but who does?" n im like "oh i dont know...just some random annoying guy"...it was kinda bad...but yeah....
ok neways, im shutting up now...i think imma go to sleep or something like that...uh huh...bye *muah*
